it starts.
I’m not the tinest girl in the world and I’m never going to be “thin”, I doubt if I’ll even be slender but from tomorrow I am going to try and be healthy.
I am sick of worrying about my weight and questioning myself.
I am sick of wondering what people will think of me.
I am over stressing about what people might say to me.
I am tired of feeling so insecure.
I don’t really want to talk about my issues, just know that they are there.
From tomorrow though I will be 15 days smoke free and I have my assessment at the new free gym that they have opened at work. I also have to go to the dentist for an emergency appointment as I broke my tooth.
Wow. Diet, Dentist and Da gym…. what a bloody exciting day I have ahead of me.
Go visit my friend Jules, sometimes I feel like I am being so vapid on this blog and glossing over my true feelings and yet time and time again Jules posts honestly with humour and now has inspired me to let you in a little on how I am feeling.
Atta girl with the heathy stuff. I have been for two jogs so far this year. I was actually quite chuffed with myself with this – until I realised I spent far longer than either of the runs working out what songs to put on my iPod’s jogging playlst (sigh).
Although – WTF – weight worries? Are you kidding me?? Srsly.
I know exactly how you feel (except for the quitting smoking thing, having never inhaled in my life – CONGRATULATIONS!) – I recommend CalorieKing for getting into the swing of wroking out what foods work for you and seeing a tangible benefit for exercising
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Good luck at the gym too!
Hell yes! It’s hard work but all that stuff is good for you and you, my friend, are worth the effort.
La La without a smoke for 15 days… I’m just trying to picture it. Well done, sweetie! Good luck with the broken tooth – dentists are my number 1 enemy, so you have my sympathy. Hope you had a wonderful birthday. Did you get my text? Sorry I’ve been undercover for so long – it’s a huge adjustment having a baby! Take care & talk soon. Keep up the good work. Love you. XXX
go you good thing! *cheerleader routine*
You are beautiful no matter what size/shape/smell you are.
And that’s the truth!
Awwww *blushes*, here I was thinking I was just being offensive to people but you actually hearts me darl!!
Mwwwaaaah
yeah, shoo! we’re gonna be gym hogs!!
don’t ever feel insecure – you’re a rock chick! we love you, yes!
xx
good luck, love. you are awesome!
I’ve only met you once. I thought you were gorgeous.